Enchanted

I feared whole-heartedly to know, so I hid my heart and left my mind up to the task, and with those thoughts running around, boiling and rioting inside their chamber, my heart took a peek and managed to fall in love.

Sometimes my heart expects only from you
And if I cannot take you for my lover,
I will take you as my friend
Everyone is stuck in their ways
And if two hearts cannot become one,
They can always connect
You're here and I'm happy I might add
For a brief moment i fully understand
It is these fragments that make up a memory
I'd say, this is nothing more, and nothing less that what it is.
And I'm completely, entirely, content with that.
Well, what I really wanted to say is,
That if for some reason your mind were to change,
Well, here I will remain,
Enamoured with your presence,
In love with your taste.

Words I Must Say

You don't really get me but you make me happy.
You really get to me but you make me happy.
I wont get to keep you. So why do you make me so happy?

A Love Letter

i burn the photo. it was then i loved. and it is now i mold myself anew. there are some words i am not allowed to use. even though i can't say them, i think them, i feel them. here are some pieces of my lost love notes. They all start with "I" and end with "You". It is the in-between that fades from my fingertips as i run it along this parchment. one day it will read "I love you" and you will smile.

Me, Myself & I

i remember when i was me.
individualized. solitare. upbeat. overdrawn. unique.
what have i become? An utter lack for keeping up
with the pace i set for myself.
crash. crumble. corrode.
time to get back on track. turn this heap around.
next time, you come across. i will be different from what you recall.
i will be more than you bargined for and twice what you deserve.
attent and observent. aloud and mystical.
more more more more......

november, 2007

heartbreaking to feel as though i have lost. when your lips have said too much, and there is no way to change the past, the only thing that one can regret, was speaking. when no one will talk to you to guide you, you wander alone. you learn that love is eternal, and forever in the grasp of the one that is loved. once you allow yourself to become vulnerable...the demise will weigh beyond your strength. it will wear you down until you have nothing. you wont be able to eat, sleep or think. you are no longer human, you are a vessel of mistakes and self deprication. hollow, humble, and lost. the fear of never feeling that love again drives you into a wall. although, the wall has no solace...only an immediate impact that can imitate a hug. you can write on the walls with the blood of a bleeding heart. writing i'm sorry, until the word loses meaning. to grow up and face the mistakes you wish you never made...speaking loudly, when i should of spoke within. all great thinkers choose their words wisely, i spoke before thinking. when no one speaks to you, you tend to speak to understand. although, i wish it was easier, life doesn't care. the acceptance of love will follow, the heartbreak will mend, everyone will move forward in the end.

When you sleep, the pain goes away, the hunger dissipates...
The dreams provide a means for me to awake.

Coachella 2009

Its official!
I got my tickets in the mail todaySoon I'll be part of all of this...







So many adventures to come & an epic line-up:

half full.

I find it more rewarding to live in the light of my good fortunes
rather than to dwell in the shadows of my mishaps.